heartache

my heart aches.. i want to go away.. i think i've run away many times.. i run away from my problems.. i ever face them.. i want to be free. i hate people controlling me.. telling me what to do.. no one deserves to do that.. is it so easy torturing me.. yelling at me.. i guess i'm that easy.. i don't like it and i want to go away.. but i can't.. i'm stuck.. o God please help me.. i need to get away.. i can't stay...